I feel so much for them
They can't understand.
I mourn with those that mourn.
And hope to comfort them.
But I can't do anything about it.
I feel powerless.
Traumas so different, I could not have
Ever thought about them.
Hearts so broken,
That the blowing wind seems
To put them back together
Better than they were.
I can't help.
And helping is all
I've ever wanted to do.
I have failed.
And failure was not an option.
I tried to lose faith,
But all I did was give myself more.
If everyone else can keep going
With destroyed lives
Why can't I go about my own,
Which it is perfect?
I do not deserve perfection.
I deserve to understand
The things I can't.
I can't bring myself
To break the bounds.
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Our desert (haiku)
I look through photos Our life through the four seasons Back through the old ones. Blossoming in spring With all the diverse flowers ...

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I had something that I couldn't tell, a hope, a truth, and a lie as well. I rolled them all together with a postage stamp and mailed ...
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Going up to the counter at the store and being oh so small evermore. The laughter contorts my face all over and under the place A fort- ...
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i ball my hand into a fist and my knuckles hurt from the punching bag but i know i won't strike first i know that anger makes me ...